54. No Hope, No Love, No Glory

I still find it hard to believe that State Quals is only 9 days away… It feels as if the GHS Choir Winter Concert was barely yesterday…

Well at least I’m getting something that I wanted eh? A speedy senior year and graduation.

Today was the same old stuff.. Calc questions… Learning parts in Choir… English discussion/quiz… OH but then I got out of APES for a Superintendent forum thing in the theatre… Made up the SUPER EASY APES quiz at lunch… hung out with the usual crowd… worked on characterization in speech… Econ project/worksheets… OPP Practice… Yee.

I managed to finish all my homework by 10pm though! Yay for accomplishments!

I just can’t help but feel pain and suffering for this controversy I’m dealing with. It’s an unparalleled question of morals, allegiance, and passion.

I know exactly what’s driving my desire to go on tour with choir. Well, more like a specific who rather than what. But if I take that desire out of the equation… would I still be hung over this conflict?

Sometimes you can’t help but be scared of fighting for the wrong things…

Hang in there… You’ve been through worse.

February 23rd, 2012.